How do u enjoy life with a problem like mine?

my name is leila, i have one older sister and a younger sister. my parents got divorced last year oh and i am 16 anyways and then me and my dad and my sisters went to lebanon and we go to a English school in lebanon and i also wear an scarf on my head and well we have internet and my dad have a big furniture shop and i may get engage in july BUT I FEEL I DON'T HAVE A PERSONALITY and i feel life is sooo boring and we are renting on top of someones Else's land WHAT SHOULD I DO TO MAKE LIFE EASIER oh and i am a girl and in year 10 plz help give me the best way to enjoy life.