What should i do....please i am all alone?

i like colin.....my friend jess likes colin...everyone think i like joe and i went alongwith it because i didnt want people to know i really like colin...if my friends frind out that i like colin they will think i am like going against jess...courtney knew that jess like colin and went out with them and everyone turned on her and left her friendless...nicole is catching on that i like colin and is going to tell jess...what should i do...i know this is very confusing